I guess that's what she said.

my water isnt cold anymore.

so, i am in a strange mood. i am just getting over some retardedly painful cramps, and harsh anger and grumpy mood swings, and now im in a slightly angsty and feisty mood. i feel bad for brendan, for the simple fact that i talk to him way more than i do my boyfriend, so he gets alllll the bitching. which frankly, isnt fair.. cus hes not even getting anything from my bitching, at least jeremy would be rewarded in some way or another. (actually.. i do clean up after brendan *cough* look at the bathroom.)

so the christmas season is quickly approaching. i have no money, and pretty much all my presents to buy, woot. christmas is so not stressful.. at all. but i must say, i was strongly looking forward to jeremy making my apartment a winter wonderland, and im sad that my place has one string of lights (on the tv) and brendan has some tiiiiny trees on his computer speakers. but itll get there, and i will post a picture for you all to see how beautiful it will be. its technically december 13, i need to get my ass in gear. i have such a busy week coming up that its ridiculous, working, working and doctors appointment, going to whiterock to see my father and then shopping and date day with jeremy <3, then working and baking, then  working and decorating and work party, then working, then my christmas and the evening with jeremy...which if you can count is the 19th,,, and then i dont get to see him till after christmas. im sure you can imagine that i havent been whiny about that at all...(i actually havent been too bad, im pretty proud of myself...but if he doesnt miss me while hes away im going to put my new hello kitty car decal on his car instead of mine.... heh heh heh) then i pretty much work all the way through christmas (literally, i work the 22 23 24 25 26 28) then its god damn new years, which i work 9-530, then 5-10 (yeah, thats an overlap yeah) and have no plans, and i guarantee that i will have the pleasure of being in bed my 11.

anyways... i got my classes! im in spaaaanish, psychology, anthropology, aaaaaand drawing and painting. im totally stoked, although i may not keep anthropology. we shall see! im stoked to only work twice a week. its gonna be niiiiiice!

me:

speaking of work, it was ridiculous today. wanna hear about my day?

cyber friends:

 OKAY

me:

 thanks guys, i love that you listen to me and care about my day.

cyberfriends:

 NO PROBLEM CASSY! WE THINK YOURE FUNNY AND CUTE AND THE BEST GIRLFRIEND IN THE WORLD, I WISH YOU WERE MY GIRLFRIEND

me:

 i know... i know

cyberfriends:

 NOW TALK ABOUT YOUR DAY! WE ARE SO EXCITED TO HEAR!

me:

 :D

so i went to work for 630 this morning, and was on time! HELLYEAH I HATE BEING LATE! so tha was a good start. except that my insides felt like a bag of garbage from last nights fiesta which included underage drinkers with tequila shots and spicy taco entrees.no, i wasnt hung over. just cramped and hating life. i somehow got all the paper work done, as well as my budget and verrrrry depressing christmas schedule that i already went over (did i mention that im a little sad?) then kim showed up and i decided to take advantage of that and bought extra strength tylonel and then self medicated. i worked for 8 hours of ridiculous customer service, making drinks for rude sunday customers. then ross met me at work, and i brought him to my place and gave him a hair cut. AND I DID FUCKING AWESOME! MY FIRST GUYS HAIR CUT AND I ROCKED THE SHIT OUT OF IT! be jealous! then we went to walmart... and the line ups were too big so we bailed (sorry to my friends who work there who may or may not have had to clean up my shit... hahahahahahahahahahahahaha) and then i dropped him off, went to moms and picked up jeremys present (cus it got shipped there) and its SO AWESOME, then went and got mcdonalds then went home and then hated my life. brendan got me GLOWSTICK (hold on. just a little un related note, he is singing christmas carols like a constipated jewish wife right beside me) BRACELETS! it made me smile! then i went into my room and put on some movies and hoped for death to come. then exited my room, shopped online for a messenger bag (BECAUSE I NEED ONE FOR SCHOOL REAAAAL BAD) and then my boyfriend showed up to say goodnight, and that made me much less grumpy, and now i am blogging while brendan is playing nhl11 (he cant loose this game, its a preseason. aka. he sucks shit at this game) thats my day.

cassy's christmas wishlist chapter 2:

OH MY GOD THIS

http://www.modcloth.com/store/ModCloth/Apartment/Bookstore+Desktop/Cake+Pops

AND OH MY GOD THIS

http://www.modcloth.com/store/ModCloth/Apartment/Knitting+Mochimochi

a kitten, some really awesome slippers, a whole bunch of new fluffy towels in a charcoal colour, and a lot of money. 

                                             that is me. sad about christmas.

but i should wrap this up, cus brendan is in bed sounding like a dying kitten, or a zombie. not sure which at this point.

ill be back again soon, im sure! dont miss me too much!

random fact for december 13/2010

a blue whale produces between 200 and 400 lbs of semen in one go.

id rather get pooed on by an elephant

thanks guys! love ya!!!

captains log: stardate....your mom

woe is me, bitches.


aight! so look at this shit! didn't i say i would blog on friday? yeah. yeah i think i did! and here i am... shit.. its 11:59... so... i STARTED blogging on friday.. that counts.. right?.. anyhow, that just goes to show what an amazingly exciting life i lead... friday.. i'm a 19 year old female who's friday (that has no work saturday) consists of an 8 hour day shift, a 3 hour nap, a short visit from her boyfriend (who, give me points, is very handsome) followed by a disc and a half of the first season of the Big Bang Theory, meanwhile midway through the last episode she clues in... HEY! PENNY JUST BROKE UP WITH HER BOYFRIEND BECAUSE HE BLOGGED ABOUT THEIR SEX LIFE!... SEX!.... ..SEX!....BLOGGING! BLOGGING! BLOGGING! so.. i am blogging.. but not about sex. sorry guys. didnt mean to let you all down.. (i can hear karly crying from here) 
KARLY! ITS HER BIRTHDAY TODAY! EVERYBODY SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARLY! RIGHT NOW, seriously.. say it... out loud... did you say it?... good.... 
  sooo my mom says she wants my christmas list... ohhhh man. i dont know what i want for christmas... so im gonna make WHAT CASSY WANTS FOR CHRISTMAS CHAPTERS. there will beee... 10... sure why not...
CASSYS CHRISTMAS WISHLIST CHAPTER 1:
a rottweiler puppy, a Dodge Challenger SRT8, a high five from that guy who plays Chuck on Chuck, and baking sheets the nice air bake ones!!


and i now have a PSA..
DO YOUR BEST TO NEVER EVER EVER WORK TWO CUSTOMER SERVICE JOBS AT THE SAME TIME. you will lose a lot of faith in your fellow man... or woman.. i find they are equally dumb and there is no superior sex, i have the same amount of men as women not understand that...THAT EGGNOG LATTE YOU JUST ORDERED,,HAS EGGNOG IN IT,IF YOU DONT LIKE EGGNOG IN THE FIRST PLACE CHANCES ARE SLIIIM THAT YOULL LIKE THIS, or....THERE ARE DAILY LATE FEES ON A TWO DAY RENTAL, BUT A ONE TIME LATE FEE ON A WEEK RENTAL. it terrifies me that these people are the same people who are making choices that effect the world. that guy could be the next prime minister for all i know...OH AND IF YOU DONT SEE BANANA BREAD IN THE PASTRY CASE..THATS A SIGN THAT WE DONT HAVE ANY, I PROMISE YOU THAT I AM NOT WITHHOLDING A PIECE OF PERFECTLY MOIST AND SCRUMPTIOUS BANANA BREAD BEHIND THE COUNTER BECAUSE I GET OFF ON MAKING YOUR MORNING JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE SAD THAN IT USUALLY IS, OH AND WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME LIKE YOUR WORLD JUST CRASHED DOWN, I REALLLLYYY DONT FEEL BAD LIKE I LEAD YOU TO BELIEVE, I AM ACTUALLY ENJOYING IT, I FEED OFF THE SADNESS THAT I INVOKE IN THE MORNING, TRUST ME. TRUUUSSST ME.




*cough* allrighty then... i dont have much more to tell you, to be honest. 
monday i am registering for classes. SUPER-AWESOME-PICKLETASTIC-CHEESEBREAD-TASTY-SPIDEYSENSEUMTIOUS- STRESSFUL. i need a direction. end of story.


well. at this point i am boring myself. so i shall sign off.
live long and prosper and what not


random fact for december 3/2010
anglerfish mate for life

                               but dont be fooled... he's taken.. just innocent flirts...


love you guys, hope there were some chuckles.. or sad sighs...
<3
(ps..if you didnt say happy birthday to karly outloud..... say it now.. or forever feel like shit)

Our hearts pump dust and our hairs all grey And I just got a message sayin' that hell has frozen over Got a phone call from the Lord sayin' "Hey boy get a sweater, right now!"

guess whos back back back, back again, shadys back, tell a friend
guess whos back
guess whos back
guess whos back
guess whos back
(da na na, na na nana na na,)
but fo realz yo... cassizzle is back.i am currently sitting in my bed, all wrapped in blankies, trying to reflect on the last...twooo months that i have not been blogging, trying to find exciting events to fill this ridiculous blog with...and i need to pee.. and i should make lunch so i can take my meds.WOOT ill fill you in on that story in a couple minutes, but for now. im going to go forth (slowly, because the way i walk is more like a shuffle, you know when youre in vancouver at the T&;T supermarket or metrotown and theres those tiiiiny little asian grandmas, who just eeeever so sloooowly shuffle around in their little,,, shoe slipper things that are usually made out of a shiny red, blue or green fabric that has little blossoms embroidered on them...thats how i walk cyberfriends. thats me right there. except my hair is a big tangled mess, instead of short grey curls...) *cough* anyways... im gonna time myself, seee how long it takes me to go to my kitchen, make lunch, and pee. the time right now is 3:11...clocking back in at 652. hahahahha guess whos back and forgot she was blogging?
so over the past two months quite a bit has occured!!! found myself a roommate! his name is brendan (aka, Old B, Brendy, brendikins, and sir) hes pretty awesome. he's one of "my boys" and hes a pretty good roommate. he's 6 foot 4, ive known him for a few years, but only recently as a friend. he was my manager when i first got hired at my starbucks (cus hes a safeway assistant manager) so its kinda weird that my roommate was at onepoint my boss. but we moved past that :P hes so silly, we have a good time being retarded, and are currently working on making a video blog i believe about our lives in 301 (which is the apartment number, so when it comes up youll have to just deal with it and remember this shit) although if people saw how be behave at midnight on a regular basis (recording miley cyrus song covers, fighting over popcorn, recording fake radio interviews, me beating him up cus im excited, him flipping me upside down to make a point, and random bursts of manic laughter followed by intense awkward silence, followed by more laughter,...) i think his professional image would be destroyed, unless no one would watch them, then we'd be set. so tahts the roommate chapter of my life.
move on to the boyfriend chapter. heh heh. i won. life rocks. Jeremy is BOSS! he is also 6 foot4 and has a shotgun. and he works on cars. hell yeah. hell. yeah. but anyhow, i wont brag too much, he is the other boy in "my boys" and he is just absolutly wonderful. teee heeee
we have a crew.. called "The 301 Gang" it consists of Cassy, Brendan, Jeremy (the residents pretty much) and honorary Diane! its a good time. we usually just chill, but every once in a while we go on epic journeys, mostly to Denny's in langely around one or two AM. its a good time. we are all so ridiculous and have so much fun :D dont be too jealous peeps, its just a waste

whaaaaat eeellllse is neeewwwww? INTERNET! THERE IS THIS THING CALLED THE INTERWEBS! IT IS WONDERFUL AND MAGICAL, IT ONLY WORKS WHEN THERE ARE ENOUGH BABY UNICORN SACRIFICES TO SUSTAIN IT'S HORRIFIC APPETITE! thank god brendan is really good at catching unicorns and knows the rituals in baby unicorn sacrifices. aka I HAVE INTERNET IN MY APARTMENT, I AM BLOGGING ON THE COUCH! i can blog freely! i can do it anywhere,on the floor, on my bed, against the wall, in the bath tub, on the kitchen counter... on the couch, in the closet, in brendans room, on the poker table, on the desk. not to mention i can blog in all those places too heh heh ;) anyways, now i can supply alllll you folks with amusement!
hmmm... anything else i can update you on?
got hit by a car on thursday night, in a parking lot. kill me KILL ME NOW. dont ever get hit by a car okay. just. no. and the douche was drifting his car in the snow, and plowed right into me. so now, i have barely worked (loooosssiing money :( ) and i hurt so badthat i cant even get into my car because its too low. i hate it. im hopped up on all theeese wonderful pills! aaaayyyy! and my bys have taken suuch good care of me! they are sooo sweeeeet! guh, this is probably a pretty boring blog hey?

im watching dexter right now. hes hot. mmmm yuuummm, and im pretty sure that i have approval from the boyfriend too. actually. he has approved most of my celebrity crushes. its pretty fantastic.

but you know what would be worse than getting hit by a car? being pooed on by an elephant.

RANDOM FACT FOR NOVEMBER 30/2010

elephants can poo 40 pounds in one poop.

thats a lot of poo....

i dont have a feature friend today.. but i will tomorrow! (or the next one.. might be friday instead..) sorry if this blog is boring! im a little wacked out on painkillers. now on to a short list of what i like:

i like hello kitty

i like the way jeremy thinks my ears poking out of my hair is cute, even tho i hate it

i like the way the perfect chocolate milk tastes

i like that brendan laughs the same as my father, sterling

i like the way that my freezer clicks when its quiet

i like the way diet coke tastes

SO! i wish that i had a sound track of my life! soo over the next couple of days im gonna ask YOU GUYS! what songs remind you of me, or you think would suit me! you can write comments on this blog, or if you found this link on my facebook, leave a comment on the link i posted! if want10 songs in the next 3 days, i will burn a copy of the cd for those of you who contribute songs that i choose. if there are only 10 songs, all of you guys will get one. i know its lame, but thats how i roll! so put your music thinking caps on and THINK THINK THINK!!!

le sigh, its time for another dose of pain killers... then im gonna read some more comics on the interwebs and then eat some dinner :)

thanks children, for reading this

cassy's insight for November 30/2010

i wish my CRX (rex) was an actual dinosaur

(dont make fun, i drew this aaaall hopped up on drugs as well as on a laptop without a mouse...)

Watch out cupid, stuck me with a sickness, pull your little arrows out and let me live my life.

...everybody, everybody just wanna fall in love. everybody, everybody just wanna play the lead...
And then i stepped out of my class and some really tall guy stepped on my foot, and looked down then laughed and told me im too short and that my purple bow was cute. i glared at him, and thanked him for his compliment. he said his name was michael and that he was going to go to building C if i wanted to join him. i said, maybe next time mikey. so he walked away.
why didnt i join him? he was good enough looking, very tall, funny, nice eyes and charismatic.. so it wasn't that issue. there was just something vital missing, and i really dont mind.
so it's been.. almost a week! holyyy! i know youre all like SHIT! SHIT! I NEED MY CASSY FIX! DEAR LORD SHE BETTER BLOG SOON! have no fear! for i am here with my keyboard and ridiculously enlightening thoughts! *CYBER APPLAUSE*... *CYBER BOW*
shall i run through my week? YES I SHALL!
I cant remember Tuesday.. i worked.. and Wednesday was school! woot for school! i had an interesting time in history as usual. my history prof has to be THE cutest little man in the world. the only way i can describe him would be: male embodiment of hello kitty. no joke. he is a little old man who speaks impeccable Engrish. so well, that i predict i will be fluent in it by the end of the course. im forming a dictionary as i go of all the words that make me smile and squeak. which if you know me, i freak out and squeak at almost anything cute, so im a little noisy in my corner of the class. then i had my hour and a half between classes which i usually spend in or outside the cafeteria doing homework and readings for my next class. since i had to do my presentation (ON VAMPIRES, YEAH, VAMPIRES.)i was pretty much just drawing pictures of vampires for an hour and a half and talking to Gunther on msn. it was rad. 

in class zack came and bugged me for a bit before the prof showed up, and Chris and i had a kick ass time making racial slurs and writing notes to each other. i feel like im in middle school in that class. except for the fact that we learn about death rites, ghosts, magic and witchcraft. (and im actually interested in whats going on.. kay.. maybe its nothing like middle school except that doyle and i are incredibly immature)
after class i got to hang out with zack !ZACK IS AMAZING GUYS! SERIOUSLY! THIS KID MAKES MY DAY! LIKE.. i dot know how i went so long without spending time with him!! hes so funny and genuine! we get along like... tortilla chips and cheese, turkey and mashed potatoes, ice cream and chocolate, clouds and sky. its just fun times! and antonio joined us. which was a GOOD TIME, but i must admit, if there were two people i pictured myself spending time with.. i did NOT imagine itd be those two at the same time.. at all. it was awesome!
i eventually made it home, and that was good :) thursday i worked till 11 then started house sitting when i was off. friday i worked all day (booo) and then friday evening Jeff Jeremy and I watched Get him to the greek, and Iron man 2 (because i work at a movie store so i get to rent movies before they are released) and it was good! i always have fun with them! i really liked Get Him to the Greek, but not so much Ironman 2. Iunno.. just not feeling it, plus everyone who has come in for the last 3 months asking for it CAN SUCK IT! BECAUSE HOLY SHIT. ITS JUST A MOVIE, GET OVER IT! YOURE STARTING TO PISS ME OFF WITH ALL THESE QUESTIONS! JUST LIKE THOSE GIRLS THAT COME IN AND ASKED WHEN ECLIPSE IS OUT ON DVD, WHEN IT WAS STILL IN THEATERS! ARE YOU THAT DUMB?! SERIOUSLY?!?!?!?!?!?!?! LIKE HONESTLY, ITS A TERRIBLE SHOW (i apologize if i offend anyone with my blunt and extremly honest opinion of the twilight series)AND YOU SHOULD REALLY START DOING SOMETHING WITH YOURSELF INSTEAD OF HAVING WET DREAMS ABOUT SOME SPARKLY VAMPIRE AND SOME KID (although he does look good without a shirt on) THAT TURNS INTO A WOLF. GET OVER IT. that being said. i do like vampires and werewolves alike, just not the dumb highly popular ones that all the girls squeem over recently. 
le sigh.
yesterday was just.. kinda terrible. worked 10-3, so not bad! just.. lame. got to work with lucas! yay! then watched a crackhead get taken out! yay! then went for a walk with ross and abby! yay! then we made dinner and chilled yay! cus the wonderful one didnt hang out. noyay! but i got over it! to be honest though, i had a terrible sleep despite the gorgeous rain and was really quite grumpy and sad. grumpy sad night. even though i did talk to gunther until ridiculous times of the morning, good times :D

my dream job would honestly have to be a host for YTV's the Zone. you all watched it, you know what i mean. and i would seriously love that gig. that would be amazing
i would own that shit.
and then you could have me in your living room every weekday afternoon! DOES THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY?!?!? i hope so :)
i like the way cupcakes smell in the oven
i like the way his voice sounds
i like the way single granules of sugar look
i like hot showers that last a long time
i like the way mangoes smell

i know that youre tired of this, cus youre a robot and they designed your life. 
are you scared... are you scared?! ARE YOU SCARED?!


guys. guys. sad moment. Beauty and the Beast comes out in 9 days. 
can you hear that? listen closely... 
... hear that? thats my empty heart breaking.
and that? ....you hear that one?
that is the only tear i have left in my body spilling out of me and running down my cheek.
sometimes when im alone, i walk around in my heels. they are really nice and i love them. i just never have a reason to wear them.
my brother and his friends left like.. an hour ago.. they were going to bring me back diet coke and sour keys. i have a bad feeling they forgot about me..
seriously. today is a totally shitty day.
no joke.
im gonna peace, and pray for you guys that my tuesday's blog is better 
hah!
have a great night ladies and gentlemen!


(and you caught me off guard)

I like the way I feel when im with you

You know that feeling when you're asleep, and you're falling, then you twitch and wake up? yeah. me too.

I dont like hospitals, or doctors. Not because of the sick people, or the death, or anything like that, that doesnt bother me. i dont like how it seems like everything is scrubbed suuper clean. but i still dont want to eat there. theres just something icky about it. the lighting and the smell. Its worse to go to a hospital alone.
Today was quite a day! im glad to be back home! (well.. technically im not at my home.. but whatevs) a lot of running around and what not, no details today :P i know youre probably pretty choked about that, but no need to bore you to the ends of the earth!
I can talk to you about that staff party! woot! it really wasnt wild, i originally wasnt going to drink, but plans changed. i didnt drink a lot, i just didnt have anything to eat that day.. (unless you can recall that ever delicious and lifechanging treatzza pizza) so i was feeling it, but not shittered or anything, which is how i prefur it anways, because then i start saying and texting things that reeeaaally dont need to be put out there. if you can tell im a pretty open person..so the things i keep inside should really stay there. there was some karaoke.. well.. three of us did karaoke because SOME PEOPLE are waay too wimpy. "I DONT SING" OHHH suck it up, i shouldnt either, but i do anyways :P then i stayed at jared's place over night because im a responsible girl and i dont drink and drive *CYBER THUMBS UP!* aaand.. thats it. kinda sad hey? it was fun! just not an exciting story to tell.


when i was a kid, i thought that if you were paralized at the waist down, that if your hands were at your side you couldnt move them because they were below your waist.
my favourite movie was beauty and the beast. well.. kinda still is.. yeah. it totally is. the disney version of Beauty and the BEast is my favourite movie. im not going to deny it. and in october it comes OUT OF THE VAULT! THAT MOTHER LOVER IS COMING OUT OF THE VAULT! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY YEARS I HAVE BEEN WAITING?? my VHS version baarely plays anymore, and it actually seriously chokes me up. but want to know something else? something tragic? the dvd.. of beauty and the beast costs..
49.99
i dont have that. i cant afford that. and it seriously makes me sad all day. i was going to preorder it at work, i was soo excited!!! and then i saw the price and my heart dropped. im not a materialistic person, as in i like things! yes! but there are few things that i passionately want in life. and to be totally honest (its pathetic.. i know) that is one of them. it breaks my heart.
moving on.. im making myself sad.
i like simple things.
(ill add a few every time)
i like the way flowers curl up for night
i like the way the rain wakes me up very early in the morning
i like the way ice tinkles in an empty glass
i like the way a whole handful of marbles feel
i like the way leaves look like they sparkle in the wind


He is wonderful, and turns me to mush.

OH! so im super uber-tronically stoked for hallowe'en! CAN I GET A WHAT WHAT!! im having my staff party at my place, jeff and i are going to make it beautiful! we are going to start decorating when he gets back from his hunting trip! its going to be EPIC. but i have a problem. i have no idea what i want to be. CRISIS! CRISIS! CRISIS! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! i know youre like.. hey.. chill the fuck out cass! and im like NO! IT MUST BE EPIC! i have something to prove! im not sure what it is yet BUT ITS THERE AND I MUST PROVE IT! so some help would be appreciated in my brainstorming process. i dont want anything boring and normal. i like gore.. 

i need a way to make this blog interesting.. im pretty pooped out today, so i dont have much interesting-ness right now. i really just want some hotchocolate some yummy food, a bunch of good movies/tv (digging supernatural right now) and a few hours of cuddling. all i need in my house to make that complete is a boy and a kettle. 

my feature friend!
karly is a fantastic girl! she is like.. me. pretty much, not saying im fantastic (which for the record, i am) its strange, we have the same thoughts and actions.. and evverything. youre thinking.. shit theres more than one. and im saying, yup! yup there is! she is wonderful! not going to lie, every time that i talk to her i want to call her karly simon. STRANGELY ENOUGH! she took my baby simon (turtle not a baby) and they are happy together! YAAY!

sometimes when im hungry i dont even want to eat.

sorry about how LAMETASTIC this blog is! ill be feeling in a better, happier mood next time. dont judge the horrible ness of it all.
hope its not too dry, if so.. have some milk.
<3


Cassy's insight for september 20/2010:
john meyer sounds like he has a cucumber stuck up his butt.

No one wants to lose their youth in a trench like this

You know one of those days where NOTHING is going right, and the most ridiculous shit is happening to you, but youre still having a good day? no? thats okay, because i didnt think they existed until today..youre going to hear about my day. no.. you are going to be RAPED about my day. ready?
So i woke up really late because i had such a fantabulous evening that i let myself just stay unconscious. that was crazy. first off, i HATE waking up late on beautiful days like these. hate it. did you hear that? i hate it. i know your thinking.. hmm.. maybe she likes it a little? if so.. im sorry.. im sorry.. my reaction to you is a blank stare. annyyways, so i woke up really late and hated life. then had a shower *insert steamy shower scene here* except! that it wasnt steamy. yes, im still very attractive (hahaha aah haha..sad face..) there was only cold water.. and i mean like.. depths of the sea-transparent-deep water fish cold...it was rough. so i was soaking wet and threw on some "random running around the house clothes". and decided I WANT SOME PANCAKES! so. i reached to the top cupboard to get my mix. which to most people, itd be like cool.. no biggie. but im 5'4.. doesnt really bode well with 9'10 cupboards. (yeah... yeah you heard me.. my cupboards are almost ten feet tall.. you can suck it) so.. i dropped the mix on my head. no biggie right? BIG BIGGIE! my hair is soaking wet. i had pancake mix congealing on my head. sexy right? im standing there screaming and freaking out.. move on to the carpet and start tearing off my clothes... cool right? no. no not at all. i find myself in my underwear and pancake hair with all my windows open. in everyroom. im not even safe in my bedroom. if youve ever been in my apartment.. you see that my living room faces everyone else's living room. yay. awkward situation NOT averted. so i quickly re shower in the freezing water.. colder this time some how.. and realize.. that i was suppose to go cut my friends sisters hair! oh yay! and! i cant find my scissors! EVEN BETTER! so im scissorless and late! (ill wrap this shit up soon, dont worry) then, how i did this.. i dont know.. i fell in my bathroom and knocked my head on the toilet seat. im sure any of you who know me personally are not surprised what so ever of any of these happenings. 
Ross was a sweetheart and we went out and he bought me a new pair of haircutting scissors, so crisis averted! (ps, anyone want their haircut for free, give me a call im pretty decent and if you know me, im a perfectionist, you wont get a shitty haircut ) managed to slice my finger open while cutting her hair.. but haircut turned out great! 
then went home and ross and i ate a treatzza pizza from DQ. woot for healthy eating!!
now i am here blogging.. about my day. 
Tonight is my work party, and we are suppose to dress formal. me and formal.. dont mix. so im wearing what i wore to jeffs wedding. a nice little black dress and a lace cardigan. im just stoked that i get to wear that shit again. wont lie.. i looked pretty hot then. hopefully maybe its pretty decent tonight. if not, no biggie. they know me too well to expect me to look good.. i dont pull it off too well. Rachel informed me that a certain someone is going to show up in a suit. that sparked some interest, but we are going to pretend that it didnt. okay guys? secrets safe with you right? 
siigh.. i dunno guys. i dont know how much luck i have. i have friends who are all: you know what cassy! you can get any guy you want! and all i can say is GUYS! WHY ARE YOU SO FULL OF BULLSHIT? :) 
onnnn a different note.. Peas have to be the cutest vegetable in existance. like.. there is no other veggie in the world that makes me as happy as a little green pea. 
                                              this is how i picture peas.

even the sad guy on the bottom fills my heart with so much happiness that i can barely deal with it!
I dont like sleeping alone. for the reason that.. i sleep so much better with someone breathing beside me. i like the feeling that if i get up to go get some water.. im going back to a still warm bed. theres someone to cuddle and be safe with. and, if some crazy monster comes out from under my bed someone can protect me. or if bloody mary is there in my mirror looking scary as FUCK theres someone to laugh at me and smash the mirror. and as weird as it sounds, if the other person snores im set. that shit puts me out instantly.. i know.. dont judge.
on a seperate note..My friend Gunther is awesome. we have the most awesome conversations ever. its like.. psuedo-deep.. hilariously fantastic-ghostbusting-cheese eating-blowup doll punching-poke battle superb. Gunther and Cassy rule. i would have children with him simply so that there would be a superior race of insanely curly hair social outcast hilarious children running around the planet.
on that note.. i must go start to get myself hot.. heres to a more interesting entry next time

cassy's insight for september 18/2010
i think your eyes are gorgeous, and they melt my brain

ps. i will have some pictures of my party next time :P

i dont pump gas.. i pump you IN THE FACE

Welcome to my blog. although I am sure there may be few readers, i would assume those who do read, will read it often. im not saying you will, i am wishfully thinking because thats how I roll. and i roll hard. I'm not claiming to be like.. pavement roller hard rolling.. just im way too awesome and far too thug life to be a soft roller.

This evening was one of those perfect nights, rainy and cold and just so warm and wonderful inside! fantastic to cuddle up with ones sweetheart and watch just your favourite movie! hold hands, kiss a little, not all out shit, just the cute stuff. all nestled in your fuzzy favourite blanket with your hot cocoa and freshly popped popcorn that he went and bought because he know you love it so much, and he always thinks of tiny cute ways to surprise you and make you happy. you know? no? well me neither. shut the fuck up happy couples. if you nodded or "mhmm-ed" to any of that, i spit on your shoes and then roll them in dog poo.I wouldn't say i'm a bitter woman.. just.. you know.. what is that.. when you dont really like something, and you're very resentful towards something but pretend your not.. and kinda take it out on everything wonderful in life?.. no.. i cant think of the word now.
boys. i am very certain this is a topic i shall blog about often. do not feel terrified or awkward of this, for it shall be awesome. dont feel bad for having a jolly chuckle over my love life, if it brings happiness to someone, i sleep better at night. even though its alone. 
my day was terribly bland. i am currently taking care of my brother, which means i cannot leave my parents house..because i am watching him. (speaking of which.. i am sending him to bed) now if theres a ten things you should know about me they are:
1)i work a lot! between 50-70 hrs a week
2)i am generally in good spirits
3)i may act like a bitch, but chances are im totally faking it, and you totally know it
4)i can talk like a son of a bitch
5)i swear like a trucker
6)i love the simple things
7)my friends mean the world to me
8)i love being independant
9)im a relationship kinda girl
10) i love cars, trucks, vehicles in general
11) (bonus!) im a realist. (its like.. a positive pessimist...youll understand)
if you could tell.. sitting and staring at the wall is not on that list, i cant just sit down, so i talk to people, and they may hate it. because see point four.and honestly i feel terrible! i hate bugging people! so now that i am here, i shall bug my friends less. (or so they hope)where was i going.. right! so my day was terrible! cleaned out my car, which is wonderful because it was getting embarrassing, i like everything clean and to the point (haha dirty joke..) and my car wasnt that! so now its beautiful and i can smile when i sit in it. i also changed the air freshener. i love the scent of those vanilla air fresheners, like candy. and when mixed with the smell of mcdonalds (my dinner of choice today) it smells like pancakes. pancakes with just regular syrup.
as well as driving my car, i drove the parents dodge caravan, with a wheel chair conversion. can you say PIMP?!? i mobbed around chilliwack in that, wearing my pjs. i know i know.. youre thinking whaat! youre the kind of girl who would never do that! i know.. im a diva..

then what did i do the rest of the day? NOTHING. and not the wonderful rainbow making kind of nothing. the "sitting on facebook hating life wishing i was at work or in a midevil torture chamber" kind of nothing. so i did what every deahtly bored 19 year old woman does. texts the guy she has a thing for, i should stop doing that. its getting me no where. hes a great guy, really sweet, veeerry good looking, great career, funny.. awesome.. hot.. awesome... and... hot, BUT I DIGRESS.. as in.. i should never get bored, because it can bring me to reeeaaally bad spilling my guts moments, which i slightly averted *CYBER HIGH FIVE* ...i have a feeling no one returned that.... so i do stuff like this when im bored... edit photos..
                                              yes... im being a trekkie..

 
on another note, my awesome-sauce-fantastically-wonderful-bear-fighting friend Ryan is going to the pub tonight at his college. woot! woot! Ryan is prrreeeeetty awesome! messed up sense of humor which i thrive off of! this kid and i had the best biology times ever! well.. when it was about sex ;) he is currently there and having a blast.. i say he's picking up all the ladies and having a fantabulous time. even if he's not.. i say he is.. thusly.. it is true.


i am this far hoping i did not bore to death.. for i shall be back.. with bigger and better adventures to share with the people who may or may not give a shit! im going with may not! but there will be more
stay tuned..
staaaayyyy tuuuned
*insert everest college advertisement here*


                     my insight for september 16/2010
If i were a fruit or vegetable i would probably be a dragonfruit